Andrea Marston
39
39 years alive
34 years trying to fix myself
34 years waiting to be fixed until…
… loved myself
… lived my life
… chased my dreams
… opened my heart to love
Countless years of being overwhelmed…
… and hating myself.
AND THEN A MOMENT…
A shift
I see life and love does not live in the past
Or in the future fixed life, I keep chasing
Life is the nothingness right in front of me
And who am, as I am got me here
She showed up every day to be me
And NOW I love her for that endlessly
It feels like the beginning of a whole lot of I don’t what
But damn, I am ready to find out
